Well, I was in charge of running the annual school carnival before I turned, and I didn't fully understand what was going on with me yet. And while Bonnie and Elena did their best, planners they are not.

[She loves them, but it's true.]

Anyway, I thought I was under control with the new hemoglobin diet I was on, and this new mind control power was awesome and being able to throw Damon literally down the hall after he treated me like garbage? I was riding high.

Then I started losing it. I almost at my friend Matt, who I was kind of dating at the time, and I managed to hold myself back. But then I came across this carnival worker who had a bloody nose and ... I couldn't hold it back. I killed him.

[The first person she ever killed. Not the last, but she'll always remember him for being the first.]