She stopped answering my calls and texts the night before I arrived. People get busy, they get tired, they sleep. And I waited the first day for her to pull the trigger. She found me -- and, I don't know, it's like I needed her to really solidify wanting to meet me. And then, nothing. And, I know she's here. We shared our locations, and I saw her name on the computer screen when I asked the front desk for warm towels. But, I don't know what room and -- and that kid told me he has no idea who I'm talking about. I just - I feel like I'm going crazy, and like I wasted my time. But, I'm also -- I'm just really worried. And -- and when I worry, I can't sleep and when I can't sleep --

( She holds up her cup. )

Do I sound crazy?