A little? ( Please, Elena. ) I know me. I live with me. My boyfriend, Phil? We met like right before Natalie first surfaced and he's been through the entire saga. He works in a zoo, he calls me his owl. I'm hyper-intensive and he just takes it all in stride. He's actually here with me, asleep in the room. If I didn't have him... ( Well, maybe she'd be going even crazier. ) I just, I think about something and then I can't stop and then I get anxious and thinking becomes overthinking. Like what if something happened to her and her phone is just... here in the hotel. But she's...