[She nods. She hasn't meant to put everything on her terms, but when it comes to J.J., two parts of her are often at war. The part that loved him, and would have married him if things were different, and the part that remembers him standing there with Zoe's blood on his hands.
She still doesn't know how she's going to handle this conversation.]
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She still doesn't know how she's going to handle this conversation.]
Yeah. And hopefully he'll actually talk to me.