... It was pretty rough.

[She had a very steep learning curve of things to adjust to, and a lot of emotional work to figure out as well. It was hard, so honestly her statement is a bit of an understatement.]

I went from having a husband, a four year-old and an infant to my husband being dead and my sons being two grown men in the blink of an eye. It's hard not to think about the things you missed, or wondering the point of being back here in the first place.