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[personal profile] maleficum 2023-12-14 03:14 am (UTC)(link)
This is the pressure cooker I was raised in. And while yeah, things are a bit more intense than they were for me as a child, I have a lot of practice in delaying unhelpful feelings until later.

[He will one hundred percent probably have a small breakdown when this is over but that's a problem for future David to worry about.]

Later will come, eventually, but it's not here now.
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[personal profile] praevaricatio 2023-12-16 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
And you had me. And I have you. I don't... think I've been good at acknowledging that.

( Besides the obvious. )

I know you're right here.
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[personal profile] maleficum 2023-12-17 03:19 am (UTC)(link)
Good. Because I'm not going anywhere. We're in this together.

[And they will be until the end, whatever that end may be.]
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[personal profile] praevaricatio 2023-12-17 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Always. Even through my endless craving of energy.

( It's out of control. He knows. )

Maybe we do something low key tonight? Very little movement. We're behind on like everything we've ever recorded.
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[personal profile] maleficum 2023-12-18 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
I think that sounds fantastic.

[They can even get some take out from that place they like. And with that, they will head out of the gym to head home and get some time to themselves.]