( he waves behind him, sinks into the door frame, drops his head back and talks to himself. )
It's going to be okay.
( and then he gets to work helping clear, cover, and store the appetizers.
and then they are getting drunk tonight. possibly a half hour from now. you're on brother duty, today. cooper might catch him more buzzed than he's ever seen him. )
[That will be fun. And sure enough, after checking into a motel outside Salt Lake he will call, almost expecting it to go to voicemail because it's getting late.]
( He may have called back Zoe for this, too. It's better to drink in packs than just with your sister. He tries to drink to hope and not to losing his boyfriend and not to his boyfriend losing his brother all over again. )
What do you think he meant. He's back and it's a trap. Like, if it's a trap, he's going, so it's not like a trap-trap, right?
( his phone rings and his eyes go wide. )
It's Cooper. It's a trap. He sprung the trap didn't he. But he wouldn't be calling. I should answer it right?
( well, he said he would. so, he does, tapping the connect button and bringing the phone to his ear. he almost falls backwards off the side of his sectional, but he catches himself with a yelp.
cooper can here the whoosh of almost falling and a small yelp. )
Hey, hi, sorry. Balance can be ... so challenging. Did you make it to Salt Lake?
( he gestures for them to bring it down, waving his palm down. does he care? does cooper? it feels polite? )
Well, I miss you already and Zoey had the perfect solution. And my sister has never met a shot she didn't take, and here we are. ( he swings his body upward, swaying his way back to the kitchen as he leans against the counter. ) All checked in?
You're not fucking anything up. Family's important, it's everything. You don't have to convince me or worry that I think you're being selfish or blowing me off. If anything, this is a good sign. Green flags all the way down the track, Sullivan.
( He feels settled. He isn't an insecure person. He needed to be talked around it. Talked into it. But, deep down. He knows. And Cooper is reinforcing what he knows.
[He wants to make sure that's clear. He's not used to having to maintain something, so he wants to make sure that he's showing that he's making the effort.]
I think he'll like you, if you get to meet him. Not that he's a hard sell. He trusts me a lot of the time, but ... I think he'd like you all the same.
[And he definitely has been thinking about places they could possibly go with said jet. Places he's wanted to see but never thought he would because of the life he lead. But rich boyfriend does have it's perks.]
I'm thinking that maybe when everything's settled there's some places we could go, if you're not too busy.
I don't know how many ways I can translate big jet into, I have the time to use said big jet and not make it sound obnoxious or entitled, so, I will just say I've thought about the same things. And I'd love to show you the world, but on an equal playing field and with trust, not Aladdin-style. ( he pauses as his thoughts reorder themselves, or try. ) I've been drinking, was that romantic or too me, me me?
[If he's entirely honest, he sees himself as more of an Aladdin than a Jasmine in this relationship, but William's the one with the means. Their relationship is a little better for not having the pretense of him being a prince anyway.]
Pretty early. I want to try to get to the bunker as soon as I can.
[He has a feeling this isn't over yet, as nice as it is to have his brother back, and he wants to make sure there's no catches before he lets himself feel it too much.]
[Not that someone can do feelings wrong when it's their feelings, but he wants to make sure he's feeling the right ones. That he's not making a mountain out of a molehill before he even gets there.]
( There's the pit in his stomach, still lingering from when he first heard it. )
But, he's with everyone, so. The trap's not - ( he shakes his head. ) I don't know. But. You'll get answers and then you'll know how bad it is. If it's bad. Maybe it's not all bad. Maybe he's just back.
[There's always a reason and the reason is usually dad. For right now, the only good thing that Coop knows is that he's human, and everything else is negligible.]
But I do appreciate you trying to look on the bright side.
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( Because, like his boyfriend, he doesn't know what Cooper has in store for him. What's awaiting him. What 'trap' even means. )
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I'll call you when I get to Salt Lake.
[A beat.]
Or maybe if I just get bored on the road.
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( he meets him at the door for a kiss. )
Let me know if I can do anything, okay?
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[He will lean in and give him a quick kiss, before dipping out the door.]
Bye, Mia.
["See you, Coop."]
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It's going to be okay.
( and then he gets to work helping clear, cover, and store the appetizers.
and then they are getting drunk tonight. possibly a half hour from now. you're on brother duty, today. cooper might catch him more buzzed than he's ever seen him. )
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What do you think he meant. He's back and it's a trap. Like, if it's a trap, he's going, so it's not like a trap-trap, right?
( his phone rings and his eyes go wide. )
It's Cooper. It's a trap. He sprung the trap didn't he. But he wouldn't be calling. I should answer it right?
( well, he said he would. so, he does, tapping the connect button and bringing the phone to his ear. he almost falls backwards off the side of his sectional, but he catches himself with a yelp.
cooper can here the whoosh of almost falling and a small yelp. )
Hey, hi, sorry. Balance can be ... so challenging. Did you make it to Salt Lake?
( he gestures for them to bring it down, waving his palm down. does he care? does cooper? it feels polite? )
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I did, and you sound like you're having a good time.
[Aka a little tipsy.]
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[He's flopped back on the motel bed, and he stares up at the ceiling with a sigh.]
And I already miss you too. Hopefully it won't be too long before I'll have an idea of when I'll be back.
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( Literally. As he can track the GPS. )
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[A small pause.]
Maybe I can convince him to come back with me.
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( He feels settled. He isn't an insecure person. He needed to be talked around it. Talked into it. But, deep down. He knows. And Cooper is reinforcing what he knows.
And he loves him so fucking much. )
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[He wants to make sure that's clear. He's not used to having to maintain something, so he wants to make sure that he's showing that he's making the effort.]
I think he'll like you, if you get to meet him. Not that he's a hard sell. He trusts me a lot of the time, but ... I think he'd like you all the same.
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( He can be there in hours. )
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[And he definitely has been thinking about places they could possibly go with said jet. Places he's wanted to see but never thought he would because of the life he lead. But rich boyfriend does have it's perks.]
I'm thinking that maybe when everything's settled there's some places we could go, if you're not too busy.
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[If he's entirely honest, he sees himself as more of an Aladdin than a Jasmine in this relationship, but William's the one with the means. Their relationship is a little better for not having the pretense of him being a prince anyway.]
There's a lot of stuff I do want to see, one day.
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( That's a promise. )
How early are you going to head out tomorrow?
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[He has a feeling this isn't over yet, as nice as it is to have his brother back, and he wants to make sure there's no catches before he lets himself feel it too much.]
Then we'll see what happens.
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( Even just being here also feels like enough. )
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[Not that someone can do feelings wrong when it's their feelings, but he wants to make sure he's feeling the right ones. That he's not making a mountain out of a molehill before he even gets there.]
There's probably a catch.
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( There's the pit in his stomach, still lingering from when he first heard it. )
But, he's with everyone, so. The trap's not - ( he shakes his head. ) I don't know. But. You'll get answers and then you'll know how bad it is. If it's bad. Maybe it's not all bad. Maybe he's just back.
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[There's always a reason and the reason is usually dad. For right now, the only good thing that Coop knows is that he's human, and everything else is negligible.]
But I do appreciate you trying to look on the bright side.
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( Felicity, not Laurel. )
Try to get some sleep, okay? And if you can't, you know where I am, Sullivan.
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